Things That Make This Bear Go Hmm

Oh, let me tell you a story about a man we all know and adore. This person, it seems, always found it hard to made it through relationships without problems.
To be honest, I don’t know what is wrong with this person. I mean, he seems to me like a nice guy. I know he’s not much in physical department, slow, inconfident, and many other despites, but really, I think he got other things to show that goes beyond physical. You know, like he’s charming personality for example. *coughs and puke*
All in all, I do think that he’s actually quite okay. So what is wrong then?
Is it something he did? or maybe something he didn’t do? Well, he’s known to made blunders time to time. Stupid things that lead to . . . uhm . . . disaster.
Now this person, recently, he met someone. A girl. That girl somehow captivated him, enough to made him do things he wouldn’t even dream . . . well, okay he dreamt about it sometimes, but that’s beyond the point . . . of doing. Yet he felt really good doing it. She made him feel something he haven’t felt for oh I don’t know how long. He was happy. I guess, for him, that someone’s very special.
Time passes and both him and that someone had a really good time, but all that will change soon.
Something that was there suddenly went away. All that was warm turned cold again. He’s back to where he started.
What went wrong?
Actually, nothing. It’s just one of those stories that failed to reach the third chapter. Stories that ends before the plot starts to unravel. Sad. It might have been a good book. Really. It certainly had the right ingredients and surely a teriffic plot device. The well of lost plot got another addition to its collection I guess.
Who’s to blame you asked? No one. Neither of them made any mistake. He felt that he made mistakes along the way though. Out of habit, I say. But there are really is no one to blame.
As for him, how can she blamed anyone, especially her? She gave all the reasons and how can he deny them? They are all sound reasons. He fears are justifiable. What was he to do presented with the circumstances. All he had was his words and himself. Nothing much. Beside, she gave him a lot. More than she know. He just wished she realized that.

So, he’s devastated you ask? I don’t know. Maybe. But don’t worry, he’ll be back on his feet in no time. Always had.

Now, it’s time for him to move on. Knowing from experience, not an easy thing for him. Still, move on he must for otherwise I shall give him the biggest kick in the butt he’ll ever had.

Btw, He’s in a dillema now . . . but that’s another story.

Okay, so I read “The Lord of The Rings”, and of course “The Hobbit”, also “Silmarillion” afterwards, not to mention “Farmer Giles of Ham”. I dived into the ponds with the magician’s nephew, swam with the dawn treader and rode with aslan to the last battle.
Hell, I crossed light-sabers with dark jedis on the plains of dantooine, flew into caves aboard my rickety A-Wing and puked at the sight of the young Anakin whilst he tried to woo Amidala.
In my spare times, I delved into the heart of the klingon empire, eating fresh, live ghag. Modifying my ship’s deflector dish to battle The Borgs and at the same time enjoying a steamy yet virtual love affair with marilyn monroe’s facsimile in holodeck 2.
Upon my returning to earth, thousands of refugees lead by Adama came hurtling from the sky with an entire fleet of robot with mind-bogglingly sexy body and a desire to mate.
Time to flee into the bygone era and enlists help from a sakabatou wielding, scar-faced, warrior who refuses to kill to atone for his bloody past.

That made me a geek you say?! Hm?! That’s what you think right?! Well, let me tell you one thing . . . . .yes I am *sigh

Well, live long and prosper.

It was unexpected. It was unprecedented. It went beyond any conceivable plans and schemes. It just happened.
. . . . and it was wonderful. Really wonderful.

Yes, I think this is going to be an exciting journey.